Winter break is officially over. I start classes on monday but feel good about that. I am with Rachel LaMariana. Whether that 'with' means she's my girlfriend or not isn't exactly clear. It doesn't need to be right now. I know I'll be treating her like one. I like her a lot. a lot a lot a lot a lot. I'm really happy. I have a few plans that are going into effect starting monday. 

1) I want to take care of my body again. I'll be going to the gym and eating as healthy as possible. 

2) I want to learn how to play the guitar.

3) I want to write some serious shit. 

Rachel comes home for another break March 4th. Over a month away. Hopefully my plans will keep me busy. 

I miss my friends but feel good about having Pamp and Joey home with me for the semester. It is great to have people you can just chill out and talk to around. Our minds are on similar levels and that is a beautiful thing. 

I've started this 'project' called "all real thoughts." It is a collection of all thoughts I have that seem completely ridiculous but are often an actual major concern in my head. I'll post some things from that every once in awhile.

From the plastic blue

frame that shapes your world

to the hole punched walls

that help you dream

stand free from them both

and let yourself breathe

Hovered over white light

Shining through my skin

Posting perfect silhouette

Of how my insides work

Pleasant flawless factory

Participants fulfill their duties

And my heart grows real big

when you are with me

Feeding blood into my veins

So I stay warm when I hear your name

I love when she rests into me

New Years Resolution

grow up

this is going to be really great